It's been a few weeks since I published anything here and elsewhere and I almost disappeared from the networks apart from a few insta stories and a few messages that I was able to send to some of you from the hospital. last week… It was perhaps a little worrying for you and I apologize to you for that and especially to all those to whom I could not answer.

These last few weeks have been a little complicated for me, I lost my spirits a bit, I felt very tired and finally it was not only the mind since I had caught a somewhat aggressive virus that leads to spending several days in the hospital and losing 5 kilos in 10 days (If you have pounds to lose, however, this is not at all a solution that I recommend).

Today I went home, I am completely healed and it has only been a few days that I feel much less tired. I'm doing well !

I'm fine and I want to make up for lost time, correct the mistakes I may have made in the past and make a new start in my life. I still managed to take advantage of this imposed break time to reflect and sort of take stock of my life, what I have been, what I have done, who I am, who I have want to be and what projects I want to carry out today and tomorrow.

I really don't wish anyone not to be able to do anything but put their life on hold for a while, and even less because of an illness, but I strongly advise, at some point, to decide yourself to take a break, make a break with everyday life and embark on a reflection on yourself, on who you really want to be and on what you want to do in the future. Sometimes it can be beneficial and it is much better to choose when to have this time for reflection than to have it imposed on you by the circumstances of life, as was the case with me.

I have clarified my professional goals, I still have mistakes to fix but I feel like I know a little more about how to move forward, from a more personal point of view, I know that often my absences have caused misunderstandings and kept me away from people to whom, however, I care a lot and there too I want to do everything to improve myself.

And, here, on this site with you, I want to continue to share a little of my life, with better quality content and with much more regular appointments, whether at the level of articles, photos or videos. I still managed to use this break time a little bit to make improvements to the site, in the presentation and organization of the articles, in particular that I want more like moments of life, sorts of mini- report on my daily life than simply photos posted a little mechanically.

A misfortune that never comes alone, a technical incident meant that all the subscriptions taken out directly by credit card were canceled last month while I was not well... In a way, it's better because as I didn't nothing published, it bothered me less for you not to be able to share what I had committed myself to. For anyone who subscribed in April or May and canceled, which I totally understand given the circumstances, I will be extending subscriptions for another month with the content I am starting to post again now!

And really a huge thank you to all the people who are still there, here on this site, but also elsewhere on my networks. Thank you very much for your support, your patience and your trust, do not hesitate to write to me (again) in private message so that we can make up for lost time.

Today, tomorrow and after, I want to start posting lots of content again and doing much more qualitative things like I have - finally - a new phone, I hope this little tool will help me improve my photos and videos. If you still want to see me and follow me, I advise you to stay here or come back because things are going to change!

When you dare to be yourself, you feel much better, I find that this sentence has never been so true and it is a principle that covers much more than appearance or feeling. Daring to be yourself, daring to go beyond your fears and anxieties (sometimes unjustified), daring to admit your failures, daring to start over... it's all about being yourself too!

See you soon and thank you all,

Maud

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